What am I becoming?

Your childish games
And stupid hope
Fade away
If you take the dope
You blame it on me
We escaped
Just to live
To take the blessing of moon
I am your lightbringer
I carried you away
From the ghost river
Waiting for the day
When you trust in my power
I am getting better
As your scream is getting louder
I am yours forever
I promise right here
Right now
I will always be near
And will never let you down You pushed me away Like a puppet on a strings Like I have nothing to say My sweet love, hear my scream I come like a lightning But what am I becoming I will never stop fighting Although I know... I am nothing!